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Thursday, July 20, 2006

singapore sucks!!! i graduated so no more concessions..fuck! the transportation money is killing me! i went driving at bukit batok...i had $12 plus in my ezlink n when i got home, it became $9 plus..im like WTF!! n its just to bukit gombak then to bedok back!! thats like about 4 freaking bucks just on a long mrt ride! in the future, im gonna make sure i get a freaking seat DAMMIT! i dont mind going to boonlay just for a seat all the way to bedok...n NO im not gonna give up my seat unless some old lady or old man REALLY needs it. or when im feeling kind...hahaha

Now i know why singaporeans r so KIASU...im transforming into one of them... i think. the fact is, they r inconsiderate n kiasu cos they r just not happy. When ure unhappy , u become mean. So what r we unhappy about? A LOT OF THINGS DAMMIT! Taking the train can be pretty irritating because of the people too...sometimes, its like canned sardines...except its not fish but humans...n invading people's private space n staying there stationary aint good. thats the time i appreciate my height...

ok maybe u think im racist but whatever..i hate freaking banglahs who stand so close n put up their freaking arm up to hold the freaking ceiling! Like theres a pole u freaking asshole!! n STOP SQUEEZING IN WHEN THERE'S NO FREAKING SPACE!!! i see them all the time..these people should be fined!!.....erm ok thats harsh..haha i mean i really appreciate their presence cos they do the construction n stuff...the things singaporeans wont do and always taking the flyers i hand out..hahaha! but HEY would u like an armpit like 10 cms off ure face!!! nobody likes to see any hands up in the air especially when we r all in an enclosed area!! GET THE FREAKING PICTURE!

ok im cool..haha yesterday on my way back home, i received an sms from cherie! HEYYY~ haha she love the song..she said: love the fuckin awesome song! hahaha well i love u too..i hope ure doing fine n enjoying ureself over there...i think this is the third time im saying this i think...bring me back a bf ok! hahaha! n about racist people there...they r kinda different from my racism cos u did nothing wrong whereas the banglahs did... Well, ignore them cos they r just degrading themselves n their country...tell them to get a life.

yesterday was baba's bday...the best person i know n this whole wide world...my dad. Bought him coffee cake..he likes that...n of course gifts...i think he got the most gifts this year..we 4 sisters bought him a belt set..it was like 84 bucks..n yaya bought him an ashworth polo tee cos she got her bonus...at the end of the day, he asked who bought the cake...i did, after driving..he handed me 50 bucks...i was like thinking omg he's gonna pay for his own cake...then i said no no no forget it, its your bday, we can sort it out among ourselves...i would say my dad deserves the best of everything cos he's been working his butt off for more than 30 years in just one freaking company...can u imagine staying at the same place n doing the same things for more than 30 years!!! im just quite emo when it comes to my dad..lol i remembered when i was younger, i would cry by myself at night when i think of people dying cos i imagined what would happen if my dad were to pass away...the thought of it made me cry and then i would scold myself for even thinking it...i was in primary school then...

When we were young, we seldom see him at home cos he's always working...he's supporting 4 small kids n his wife n of course their parents...imagine all that burden. i remembered we would be standing at the gate n shouting bye baba!! n he will say bye back then disappears...we'll see him if we wake up early.. he would always say...use your brain..hahaha! cos he didnt have high qualifications n he told us that he was lucky to get his job...30 years has gone n he's still there...his motivation? FAMILY....it was us. he would say he would give us anything we wanted but he just want ONE thing from us...n that is to study well. This is the only reason why i was disappointed i didnt get into the local uni now...even if i were to go to some uni later, its just not the same... He doesnt mind it at all but i just felt that i let him down...i deserve it cos my results weren't good enuff....n thats the reason why ET has to do well...u understand me ET? i want him to be proud of his kids...im sure u want that too...he deserved it after what he had done for us...omg im tearing!

i swear when im working in the future, n i have money, ill buy things for him..anything he wants..n if any one of my sisters treat him bad...i swear i will punch u asses in the face. right now, im doing what my family wants n what i wanna do..be a good kid... go learn driving, get my licence n im off for a working life...n we'll see how it goes........

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